Thursday, April 24, 2014

In Christ - I am crucified with Christ

I am crucified with Christ...

Galatians 2:20 I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, Who loved me and gave Himself for me. 

Your Cross
Morning & Evening
Charles H Spurgeon/Alistair Begg
April 5

Laid on him the cross, to carry it behind Jesus.
Luke 23:26

“We see in Simon's carrying the cross a picture of the work of the church throughout all generations; she is the cross-bearer after Jesus. Notice, Christian, that Jesus does not suffer so as to prevent your suffering. He bears a cross, not that you may escape it, but that you may endure it. Christ exempts you from sin, but not from sorrow. Remember that, and expect to suffer. But let us comfort ourselves with this thought, that in our case, as in Simon's, it is not our cross but Christ's cross that we carry. When you are persecuted for your piety, when your faith is the occasion of cruel jokes, then remember it is not your cross, it is Christ's cross; and what a privilege it is to carry the cross of our Lord Jesus!

“You carry the cross after Him. You have blessed company; your path is marked with the footprints of your Lord. The mark of His blood-red shoulder is upon that heavy burden. It is His cross, and He goes before you as a shepherd goes before his sheep. Take up your cross daily, and follow Him.

“Do not forget, also, that you bear this cross in partnership. It is the opinion of some that Simon only carried one end of the cross, and not the whole of it. That is very possible. Christ may have carried the heavier part, against the transverse beam, and Simon may have borne the lighter end. Certainly that is the case with you; you only carry the light end of the cross Christ bore the heavier end.

“And remember, though Simon had to bear the cross for only a short while, it gave him lasting honor. Even so, the cross we carry is only for a little while at most, and then we shall receive the crown, the glory. Surely we should love the cross and, instead of shrinking from it, count it very dear, for it works out for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison.”

It seems like lately I’m hearing about more and more churches who are getting involved with the “feel good” movement – if it’s exciting – “sparkly” – emotional – uplifting – fun – new – it’s making its way into the church.  There’s little talk of the cross of Christ – and the fact that we are to be crucified with Him – daily.  Crucifixion was – and is – excruciatingly painful – there was nothing fun about it – it wasn’t exciting – it didn’t “feel good.”  I guess it’s human nature to want to avoid pain at all costs – but by focusing on the glitz, glamour and “sparkly” we’re depriving ourselves of what we need for growth. I’ve learned the hard way that you can kill a plant with kindness just as easily as you can kill it with neglect – the end result either way is a dead plant.  There are times when I have to go out and make deep cuts in my plants – I have to feed them – water them – and sometimes even dose them with a bit of poison – so that they can grow larger, healthier and stronger.  If all I give my plants is water – and lots of it – if I never prune, trim and clean – then they’re going to suffer, and their growth will be stunted.  SO – Believer – are you out looking for the “fun” and the exciting – or are you out looking for a way to grow?  If growth is what you want, then crucifixion is what you need.  Don’t be afraid to suffer for Jesus – He’s right there with you – He’s gone before you – and He will help you carry your cross all the way to the finish line!

Sharon Pearce, Director
Silent Voices International
355 K Street, Suite H
Chula Vista,  CA  91911
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Tuesday, April 22, 2014

In Christ - I am a new creature in Christ

I am a new creature in Christ...

II Corinthians 5:17 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!

       
KPRZ Encouragement for Today
February 7, 2012
Starting Fresh
T. Suzanne Eller

“It was a typical holiday scene. My mother hummed an off-key tune in the kitchen. My father lounged in his faded blue recliner, while my husband and brothers talked about the football game on TV. The younger children played cards, while the older kids talked about my daughter's recent acceptance into college.

“As I viewed the scene, I stood still in my tracks. Wait! When did we become a ‘typical family?’

“My past will never resemble a Hallmark card. My mother had her first baby at 15. She lost her footing as she tried to be a young mother and wife. She was physically and verbally abused by her young husband and fled at age 20 to start over. Alone and pregnant—with me—mom met a good man and later they married.

“But the emotional baggage took its toll on that relationship, and later on our entire family. She often threatened suicide. She raged. She lashed out physically. She begged for forgiveness. If I let my guard down to love, the next day or the next week a new scene would unfold. My heart hardened at a tender age.

“Flash forward 25 years. I am no longer a child. I'm a woman with young adult children of my own. God has healed my heart.

“As I stood in the living room I realized that I still viewed my family through the past. I had let go of the resentment, the anger. I loved my mother and father, but I still saw my extended family as broken. In far too many ways our relationship was founded on that perception.

“I stepped back and took a good long look. Who was my mom now? How had she grown? Did I recognize what God had performed in her life?
“The answer was no, and I was not alone in this thinking. My siblings also wrestled with this. No matter what my mother did, no matter how much she had overcome, she still had a scarlet letter branded on her. She was marked "B" for broken.

“My family had been ‘normal’ longer than dysfunctional. I realized it was time to step into the present and leave the past behind.

“That day I fully transitioned from child to adult. I reflected on what God can do in spite of a broken past. I rejoiced in what had taken place in the heart of my mother and our family. It didn't just change me, but it changed my mother and our relationship. Somehow she knew we had crossed a new threshold. The burden of guilt was eased as she looked into my eyes and realized I saw her fully as the woman she had become.

“Several holidays have passed since that day. My mother still hums off-key. I still bring desert. But when I look at my family, I don't just see a family gathering, I see a portrait of God's grace.

“Dear Jesus, do I recognize the miracles You have done in my loved ones? Do I hold on to resentment even if that person has changed? Give me new eyes to see. Paint the picture fresh for me as I extend the mercy You so freely gave to me to one person in my life today. In Jesus' Name, Amen.”

What a great reminder that EVERYONE who comes to Christ on His terms is a new creature  How easy it is for us to hold on to the past – to carry a grudge when we’ve been hurt – to be quick to remember a wrong – even after/when the offender has surrendered to Jesus. And yet - THEIR past has been covered by the blood of the Lamb, just as has ours. If God has forgiven them – if He has given them a new start – then shouldn’t we?  Yes – it’s hard – VERY hard – but it’s necessary for our own spiritual health! Is there someone in your life who is a “new creature” – but who still carries the “scarlet letter?”  Forgive them!  Set them – and yourself – free!  Walk in your own freedom – and encourage them to do the same!  Be an instrument of peace in the relationship – allow the Lord to create a NEW relationship – one that is based on your new identities – children of God!  Sharon

Thursday, April 10, 2014

In Christ - I am always in God's thoughts

I am always in God's thoughts...

Psalms 139:17,18 How precious to me are Your thoughts, O God! How vast is the sum of them!  Were I to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sand. When I awake, I am still with You. 

Isaiah 49:15-16 "Can a mother forget the baby at her breast and have no compassion on the child she has borne? Though she may forget, I will not forget you!  See, I have engraved you on the palms of My hands; your walls are ever before Me."  

Jeremiah 29:4-13 Thus says the LORD of hosts, the God of Israel, to all who were carried away captive, whom I have caused to be carried away from Jerusalem to Babylon; “Build houses and dwell in them; plant gardens and eat their fruit.  Take wives and beget sons and daughters; and take wives for your sons and give your daughters to husbands, so that they may bear sons and daughters - that you may be increased there, and not diminished.  And seek the peace of the city where I have caused you to be carried away captive, and pray to the LORD for it; for in its peace you will have peace.  For thus says the LORD of hosts, the God of Israel: Do not let your prophets and your diviners who are in your midst deceive you, nor listen to your dreams which you cause to be dreamed.  For they prophesy falsely to you in My name; I have not sent them, says the LORD.  For thus says the LORD: After seventy years are completed at Babylon, I will visit you and perform My good word toward you, and cause you to return to this place. For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.  Then you will call upon Me and go and pray to Me, and I will listen to you.  And you will seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart.

Joni and Friends Daily Devotional
April 13, 2011

Will God Give Up On You?

“I grieve to think how I treated my friends when I was in the hospital.  They would sit by my bedside while I lay there in stubborn silence.  They would bring magazines, and I would shrug my shoulders, saying I wasn't interested.  My friends would offer to wheel me outside, but I would reply, ‘No, I'd rather sit here in front of the television.’

“I'm sure that I provoked a lot of exasperation in some of my friends.  A few stopped coming around, and who could blame them?

“We sometimes feel that way about God.  Deep down we know we probably provoke Him with our sloppy prayers.  We feel that He must be peeved with our ho-hum approach to Bible study.  We're certain that He's irritated with our sins and annoyed with the constant ups and downs of our spiritual walk.  God, we sadly assume, must be exasperated to the point of giving up on us.

“If we are truly a part of God's family, we can be sure that He will love us through the tough times.  Children can be exasperating-even children of God-but the Lord will never forget us.  He will never give up on us.  Nothing, neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities, nor sloppy praying, nor halfhearted Bible study will be able to separate us from God's constant and abiding love.

“In light of this, how should we then live?  It should humble us to think that God will not, even cannot, walk away.

“Lord, if anyone should be annoyed or provoked, it should be me with my halfhearted approach to prayer and Your Word.  Forgive me when I grieve You, my Friend.”

Blessings,

Joni and Friends

What a comfort to know that God doesn’t get fed up and write us off!  Even when we’re at our worst, He is thinking about us, working situations and circumstances in our lives as a means of redirecting our paths back to Him.  I love what Joni said – “It should humble us to think that God will not, even cannot, walk away.”  He CANNOT walk away.  He CANNOT stop thinking about you.  He CANNOT stop loving you!  If you’re His child, it’s for keeps – forever – for always – and no matter what – you are HIS.  He will do everything within His power to woo you back into the intimate relationship you were made for.  He is always thinking about ways He can show you how much He loves you.  He’s CRAZY about you – His love for you is high and wide and deep and inexhaustible!  He can’t WAIT to have you back with Him – so until then, know that you are always in His thoughts!  Sharon

In Christ - I am loved by God

I am loved by God...

Jeremiah 31:3  The LORD appeared to us in the past, saying: "I have loved you with an everlasting love; I have drawn you with loving-kindness." 

Romans 8:38,39 For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord. 

Ephesians 3:17-19 And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge--that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God. 

I John 4:16-19 And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him. In this way, love is made complete among us so that we will have confidence on the day of judgment, because in this world we are like Him. There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.  We love because He first loved us. 


Encouragement for Today/KPRZ
March 12, 2010
With All My Heart
Zoe Elmore

         
"’I'm giving this to you with all my heart, Daddy.’ Annie spoke those words as she handed her daddy the wrapped gift. Dan opened the gift to find a small cardboard box, the lid had been torn off, mailing label still attached and a rubber band had been secured to fashion a handle. Dan scooped up his daughter in his arms and thanked her for his birthday gift promising to carry his new lunch box to work the very next day. Dan was true to his word and proudly carried the new lunch box to work the very next day.

“Now how many people would actually carry their lunch to the office in a tattered and torn cardboard box? Talk about showing your love with your life in a world where talk is cheap and we value appearances over promises! Dan's tender act of love toward his daughter touched my heart and brought this verse to mind.

“1 John 4:16, ‘And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him’ (NIV).

“While Dan's new lunch box fell apart within a day or two, Dan's love for his daughter is real, personal and lasting just like the love God has for us. God's love sees beyond our brokenness and sin and transforms our tattered and torn lives into something beautiful and precious.

“Our heavenly Father's love is not based on appearance or gender, education or wealth; it's based on one thing: Love. It is God's very nature to love.  It is the love of self-sacrifice. God proved His sacrificial love by sending His Son Jesus to die on a cross to pay the penalty for our sin. God draws us to Himself by forgiving us of our rebellion against Him, and by sending His Holy Spirit to dwell within us. God did this in spite of the fact that we did not deserve it. "But God demonstrates His own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us" (Romans 5:8, NIV).

“God's love is personal. He knows each of us individually and loves us personally with all His heart. His love is a mighty love that has no beginning and no end. Why does God love us? It is because of who He is: ‘God is love.’

“If you're longing for the personal and individual love of a father and have never experienced the deep, rich, immeasurable love of God I encourage you to stop and follow these five simple steps.

“1. Admit your sin and your need for a Savior.
“2. Be willing to turn from sin (repent)
“3. Believe that Jesus Christ died for you.
“4. Through Prayer, receive Him as your personal Lord and Savior.
“5. Surrender your will to His, and ask Him to help you trust and obey His ways.
          
“Dear Lord, I believe You are the Son of God. Thank You for dying on the cross for my sins. Please forgive my sins and give me the gift of eternal life. I ask You into my life and heart to be my Lord and Savior. In Jesus' Name, Amen.”


What a sweet reminder of how God sees us – as His beloved child!  When we do anything in His name – when we choose to do what’s right – when we honor Him in obedience, we’re like little Annie, giving our Daddy the best gift we can offer.  And like Annie’s father, God is blessed by our efforts, no matter how meager!  What are you doing to show God how much you love Him today?  Is there an area of your life – your heart – that needs to be surrendered?  Do it now – give it as a gift to the One who will always love you!  Sharon

In Christ - I am the salt of the earth and the light of the world

I am the salt of the earth and the light of the world...

Matthew 5:13-16 You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men.  You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden.  Nor do they light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all who are in the house.  Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father in heaven.

Joni and Friends Daily Devotional
September 15, 2010


“Last night, I telephoned the family farm back in Maryland to see how my sister Jay was doing. She was up to her elbows in pickles! Cucumbers are ripe off the vine from Jay's garden so she's spending her evenings boiling and blanching, straining and sealing. I love my sister's pickles, and I think her secret is... salt. She adds a lot of salt and tells me that it's the best way to preserve a pickle at its crunchiest, tastiest best.

“Those words go well together - salt and preserve. As Christians, we act as a salty preservative in this world, infusing godly values into a life around us. We have the work of restraining evil and advancing good. And just as salt brings out flavor in food, we can "season to taste" our words when the world asks us for the reason for the hope that is within us.

"’Let your conversation be always full of grace, seasoned with salt, so that you may know how to answer everyone’ (Colossians 4:6).

“Preserving good in the world. Flavoring your words with the Gospel. These are big responsibilities. And remember that God did not say that you should be the salt of the earth, but that you are. So don't lose your saltiness, whatever you do today. Lord of the Harvest, You have chosen me for a special task in this world. Thank You for the privilege of being salt in order to make people around me thirsty for You. Show me today how I can preserve all that is good around me and how I can flavor my conversation to make people long for You and look for You.

Taken from Diamonds in the Dust. Copyright © 1993 by Joni Eareckson Tada.


God chooses His words carefully – SHOULD vs ARE – it makes a big difference knowing that He has ALREADY declared us to BE “the salt of the earth.”  The more time I spend in the Word the more I see how important it is to understand who we are “in Him” – to see those careful selections of words and phrases – and to see how the saints of old put those truths into practice in their lives.  It’s a challenge, certainly, to walk 100% in that truth – but it’s important that we try – for our sake AND for the sake of the Kingdom of God.  Are you living as salt in your corner of the world?  Are you a preservative in your realm of influence?  Are you bringing the light of the Gospel into the darkness around you?  I hope so!  It’s not easy – but it’s immensely rewarding to know that lives are being saved and changed!  You may not see the evidence of your influence right away – but God won’t waste anything you do in His name and in His strength – so keep being the salt – and the light – of the world! 

In Christ - I am valued by God

I am valued by God...

Matthew 10:29-31 Are not two sparrows sold for a penny? Yet not one of them will fall to the ground apart from the will of your Father. And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered.  So don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows.

Daily Word – Jack Graham – May 2, 2011

“I remember when I was young, walking down a street in Fort Worth, Texas where I was raised. And in the midst of all of those large buildings I noticed, lying on the ground, a little sparrow. Apparently that sparrow had gotten confused and flew smack-dab into the side of one of those buildings and fell right to the ground.

“And as I looked at that little bird, I realized that, from the beginning of time, God knew the very minute of the very hour when that little sparrow would fall.

“God has a detailed plan for every life. Not just those who are in the clergy or those who serve in churches. But whether you’re a butcher, a baker, or a candlestick maker, God has a plan for your life that’s so intricate that He even numbers the hairs of your head. The God who knows when every sparrow falls from the sky knows about you and works in you.

“And if God cares about birds, He cares more about believers. So never forget that your God is a personal God. He’s not out there way off somewhere, but He’s here, He’s now, and He’s with you.

“GOD KNOWS YOU AND LOVES YOU SO MUCH THAT EVEN THE HAIRS OF YOUR HEAD ARE NUMBERED. SO REMEMBER THAT HE’S ALWAYS NEAR YOU AND WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU!

I love feeding the birds in my neighborhood – partly because I love nature – but also because I know that God is watching those little birds as they bounce around picking up seeds and the other treats I put out for them.  They remind me daily of a God who cares – who has compassion – who has a plan.  They also remind me that He can be trusted to provide for all of my needs.  They don’t wake up in the morning and start worrying about whether I filled the birdfeeders last night – they assume that I did and they show up hungry!  They also don’t complain about what I provide – they eat the same food day in and day out – and they’re happy for it.  That’s a good reminder that I need to be content with what I have and not moan and groan because I don’t always get what I want – they want what they get.  OUR God is personal – not remote – not unfeeling. OUR God loves us – deeply – and eternally.  Just as He is watching over all the little birds in all the backyards on the planet – He is surely watching over His children – His chosen – His prized possessions!  You are special to Him!  He values you!  Rest in that knowledge!

  

In Christ - I am at peace with God

I am at peace with God...

Romans 5:1,2 Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom also we have access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God.

Psalms 29:11 The LORD gives strength to His people; the LORD blesses His people with peace. 

Psalms 85:8 I will listen to what God the LORD will say; He promises peace to His people, His saints--but let them not return to folly. 

Psalms 119:165 Great peace have they who love Your law, and nothing can make them stumble. 

Isaiah 26:3 You will keep in perfect peace him whose mind is steadfast, because he trusts in You. 

Isaiah 54:10 "Though the mountains be shaken and the hills be removed, yet My unfailing love for you will not be shaken nor My covenant of peace be removed," says the LORD, Who has compassion on you. 

July 15, 2011 – KPRZ – Encouragement for Today
Gathering Peace
T. Suzanne Eller

"Then you will experience God's peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:7 (NLT)

“We were on a road trip and my husband started it. He sang the chorus to an old hymn, one I hadn't heard in years.

"’Peace, peace, wonderful peace. Coming down from the Father above...."

“The words came back and we started singing together. Sounds beautiful, doesn't it? It wasn't. Neither of us are singers, but we belted out the old tune as we drove down the road. It was a silly moment, and one I wouldn't want anyone to see (or hear!), but when I think about it, those words are powerful.

“The chorus about peace was more than words. There was a time when I had no answers; yet peace pervaded and showed us how to hold tight to His promise that He was enough. When I was diagnosed with cancer, peace wrapped us close as we wept and prayed together.

“Peace. Peace. Wonderful peace. Doesn't that sound inviting in a chaotic world? What would happen if peace, peace, wonderful peace covered my marriage, my relationships with my children, or my thought life?

“Where is that peace found?

“Just as we stopped on that road trip several times for necessary food or a bottle of cold water, God designed us to continually need Him. We gather peace throughout the day. We can ask for His peace to show us which way to turn when our instinct is to go down a dark road of sadness. We can seek His peace to cover our thought life when we want to get even or when unhealthy emotions try to take root.

“His peace creates stability even if everything around us is topsy-turvey.

“He's the Source of peace. There will be times when your peace quota is low. Maybe today is one of those days. Rather than worry, what might happen if you went to the Source instead? Tell Him what you need rather than carry it alone.
Thank Him for all He has done so that you can see the blessings as well as the challenges. Ask Him to give you sufficient peace for the moment. Just to carry you through the feelings to the Truth.  He offers peace, peace, wonderful peace without ever exhausting His resources at all. There is enough peace for you today, and you can find more in Him tomorrow.

“Dear Lord, thank You that I don't have to live on a drop of peace, or make a cup of peace last through tomorrow. You offer me a river of peace today, and tomorrow, and continually. In Jesus' Name, Amen.”


This was good for me today – I went home last night not feeling peace at all.  I was hurt – angry – frustrated – and did I mention angry?  Someone said something that was out of line – exposing a problem that I’d been ignoring at the office – and forcing me to face the fact that something has to change.  I HATE confrontation – and avoid it whenever possible – but it’s unavoidable now – and my peace is being shaken.  I know I have a choice – I can let it pull me under and I can miss out on the blessing of His peace until the issue is resolved – or I can focus on HIM – His word – praise – and His peace will remain.  On the way in to the office this morning I was those feelings were getting stirred up again – so I turned off talk radio and turned on my CD player – and allowed the words of praise wash over my troubled spirit.  AHHH!  What relief!  I will be clinging to Him in the days ahead!  

In Christ - I am dead to sin

I am dead to sin...

Romans 6:1-4,17,18  What shall we say, then? Shall we go on sinning so that grace may increase?  By no means! We died to sin; how can we live in it any longer? Or don't you know that all of us who were baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into His death?  We were therefore buried with Him through baptism into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life. But thanks be to God that, though you used to be slaves to sin, you wholeheartedly obeyed the form of teaching to which you were entrusted. You have been set free from sin and have become slaves to righteousness. 

Dr. R.C. Sproul once painted a fascinating picture of how "dead in sin" we are. He described the unbeliever as lying flat-dead-drowned on the bottom of a pool under six feet of water. The man is so dead he can't possibly hear the "good news" that a lifesaver is on the way. He can't respond. God is the Lifesaver who must reach down, pull the unbeliever out of the water, and breathe life into his dead body. Once quickened, the man happily recognizes his Savior, reaches up and embraces him. That's the Gospel.


SO – we were dead IN sin at our conversion – now it’s time to be dead TO sin.  Since Jesus has sacrificed His life so that we might live – REALLY live – “in Him” – our response should be that we live a life that is dead TO sin.  That’s a daily struggle – keeping our “old man” dead isn’t easy – even after over 35 years of walking with the Lord my flesh is still very much alive, and all too well.  I have to choose to crucify it daily – and I do so out of an act of obedient LOVE for all that my Savior has done for me!  How ‘bout you?  Are you dead TO sin – or dead IN sin?  If it’s the later that’s so easy to fix – Jesus died for you and wants you to spend eternity with Him!  Admit that you are a sinner by nature – incapable of living a righteous life – and ask Him to take over.  He will – and then He will continue the work of molding you into His image!  Sharon

In Christ - I am the Temple of the Holy Spirit

I am the temple of the Holy Spirit...

I Corinthians 6:19,20 Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, Who is in you, Whom you have received from God? You are not your own; you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your body. 

Whose Side Are You On?
Joni Eareckson Tada

"So I say, live by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the sinful nature.  For the sinful nature desires what is contrary to the Spirit, and the Spirit what is contrary to the sinful nature.  They are in conflict with each other."                                                       Galatians 5:16-17

“Remember that old game of Tug-of-War?  Line up the strongest guys on your side, wait for the signal, then dig your heels in, strain hard, and pull till it hurts.

“I think of Tug-of-War when I consider the average Christian's daily experience.  It's like two forces that wrench you in a fierce contest of push-and-pull-the Holy Spirit pushes you up and the flesh pulls you down.  It's a constant struggle to crucify the flesh and keep walking in the Spirit.  To starve the old and feed the new.  To reckon yourself dead to sin and alive to God.

“And who wins?  It depends on whose side you choose to be.  In this contest you are either on one side or the other and never in the middle.  Every day you're either following the claims of your fallen nature or believing the promises of God.  Who prevails in this contest depends upon the attitude you adopt toward either side.

“Every moment of the day, each decision you make, every choice and every thought is a chance to crucify the old and encourage the new.  Remember, you can't be neutral; you can't remain in the middle.  You are either walking in the Spirit or you're not.

“Lord, as I begin this day, I want to choose You and Your promises.  As each hour, each moment passes, help me to keep choosing to walk in Your Spirit and thereby starve the desires of my sinful nature.  I praise You for the difference You will make in my life.”

We see a lot of women who say that they are Christians – but they’re really struggling with their sexuality, and have been unable/unwilling to submit that area of their life to the Lordship of Christ.  They all say the same thing – they feel so far from God. Most of them have stopped going to church – because they know what they’re doing is wrong.  Others go, but feel empty and distant from the fellowship of the saints.  When we ask them why they think that is they seem to be clueless!  We explain that they’re in a battle for their spiritual life!  They’re playing tug of war with God – and they’re on the losing side!  He will never let them rest in sin – if they are truly His children – and they’ve come to Him on His terms – then the Holy Spirit resides in their heart – and they can never be at peace when they’re choosing sin over submission.  I know – I’ve been there myself.  God never stopped tugging – and I eventually lost my battle and “let” Him win.  I surrendered – and submitted – and my relationship with Him was restored and renewed.  Choosing to change sides isn’t easy – there are so many enticing opportunities on the other team’s side – but I know from experience that there can be no peace for me there.  How ‘bout you?   Whose side are you on today?  Sharon

Silent Voices International
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Chula Vista,  CA  91911
619-422-0757
svoices@pacbell.net

www.silentvoices.org